Tuesday, 24 August 2010

  • welllp. (:

    day 1 - best friend:

    Dear liars, bitches, and fuckstains.

                  You all have no place in my life anymore. I have always been there when you needed me, but not anymore. Go find someone else to use and hurt because when you come crying, im going to laugh, say i told you so, and turn my back and walk away for the last time. FUCK YOU ALLLL!! (:

                                   -Becky.

             - I don't believe in "best friends" or even "friends" anymore. i have acquaintances, all my old friends have done nothing good to me but use me, lie to me, and straight up hurt me. its no fun, & im done putting up with it.

     

    Updateeeeeeeeeee.

     

    it's been a while. thats my bad, i have been unexpectedly busy with out my wonderful boyfriend here. i got a job, and have been spending a lot of time with my other family, or my boyfriends family. (: but... i guess a update and an apology is due.

     

    there's only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can't handle the disappointment anymore. when things change, people change. there's a point in life where you get tired of chasing everyone trying to fix things, but it's not giving up, you've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts.

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    i'm scared. i'm scared that i'm not going to be okay. that maybe it's not going to work out in the end. maybe that's giving up hope but maybe it's thinking logically. i've had too much time alone to think about this. but it's like i've had this time because i actually give a fuck about people. i have compassion. apparently, i'm the only one. i never got the memo to give up on your best friends.

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                                               We stopped checking for monsters under the bed because we realized the monsters were in us.

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